My miracle happened. I was sitting alone one night and thought, “I have to let myself go there- go deep inside to find the root of my hurt.” I felt safe enough to ask myself and God. Why did Jay passing away still hurt so badly? I thought of reason after reason, going a little deeper each time. Finally, I knew the answer. 6 years later I knew it still hurt because I felt I wasn’t worth staying for. Yes, that’s it. Then in my heart, I felt an answer from Christ himself.”Why are you worried about what Jay thought of you? Or anyone for that matter? To me, (Jesus Christ) YOU WERE WORTH STAYING FOR!” I started crying and felt that if I was the only one on earth, He would have still come here and gone through all of his pain and agony for me- little me- Marcie. Christ’s love for me is immeasurable.
This changed my world. I am of infinite worth. So is every single person on this earth. Christ would have done this for each one of us.